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    3/31/2009

    EVERYDAY:Stronger than yesterday

    I broke up with my company. Yes, I lost my job. But I want to say this in another way.

    We broke up.

    I was so upset and frustrated in the beginning. Lost myself. I can say that. He was so cruel to me, it took 30 minutes for me to go. And I even did not say goodbye to anyone 

    in the company. The colleague in the same office said, I was so astonished because I 

    could not find you after 5 minutes, until the boss called us then I realized what happened.

    "We are sorry, but this is the way we make money." The last words I can remember. 

    Yes, I understand, because you are business men. And I was in the finance industry. I 

    totally realized what means "finance". This is the first lesson in my career life.

    Is it time for a break in my life? I was studying, working always. No time for myself at 

    all. Is it a different period for my life now? 

    I should think about my plan, I mean, maybe first step, should I sell my apartment? 

    I want to say, I would be a fighter. Life is tough, BUT I WILL BE EVEN TOUGHER.

    3/23/2009

    因为农民的留言

    因为看到农民在我2004年写的东西上留言,我也很伤感的跑回去看了一遍。
    觉得很遥远很遥远,仿佛写的不是自己一样。
     
    若要体会当时的心情,恐怕已经很难了。
     
    只是忽然想起我做过最搞笑的糖水荷包蛋,被我脑子进水的加了什么青菜,还自认为是很创意的举动。
    只是现在,即使我做得了一手好菜,却也再也没有当时那么单纯的感情了。
     
    也许这就叫做,我们都长大了。
     
    这个星期有新项目,估计又是吐血加班没完没了。下周估计也一样,nnd. 但是聊到关于工作,关于之后的打算,总有点力不从心的感觉。
     
    问题就是,到底想要什么achievement?我到底喜不喜欢,适合不适合现在的工作呢?NND...想得我头都大了
    3/3/2009

    The same song

    With the same song, I deleted all. All the contacts, all the memories.

     

    Hard to tell what I was thinking about. It is like I got the amnesia, but I feel it will be good for me.

     

    I keep on telling myself, I need to be back to myself. Everything was back to 3 years ago, the day I went to Stockholm. Although I had no idea about this “strange” country, I was so happy and faithful.

     

    Happily doing the renovation for my apartment, suddenly I found I am so lucky. I do have a perfect family with perfect parents. Thanks for all the love that they gave to me. I think they won’t mind how much I can earn, what kind of guy I will be with. They just want to see I have a peaceful and happy life. No matter if I am far away or not.

     

    Thanks for all the support that I got all the way.

     

    I will still be the Jing, the fabulous Jing, and the unique Jing.