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3/31/2009 EVERYDAY:Stronger than yesterdayI broke up with my company. Yes, I lost my job. But I want to say this in another way.
We broke up.
I was so upset and frustrated in the beginning. Lost myself. I can say that. He was so cruel to me, it took 30 minutes for me to go. And I even did not say goodbye to anyone
in the company. The colleague in the same office said, I was so astonished because I
could not find you after 5 minutes, until the boss called us then I realized what happened.
"We are sorry, but this is the way we make money." The last words I can remember.
Yes, I understand, because you are business men. And I was in the finance industry. I
totally realized what means "finance". This is the first lesson in my career life.
Is it time for a break in my life? I was studying, working always. No time for myself at
all. Is it a different period for my life now?
I should think about my plan, I mean, maybe first step, should I sell my apartment?
I want to say, I would be a fighter. Life is tough, BUT I WILL BE EVEN TOUGHER. 3/23/2009 因为农民的留言因为看到农民在我2004年写的东西上留言,我也很伤感的跑回去看了一遍。
觉得很遥远很遥远,仿佛写的不是自己一样。
若要体会当时的心情,恐怕已经很难了。
只是忽然想起我做过最搞笑的糖水荷包蛋,被我脑子进水的加了什么青菜,还自认为是很创意的举动。
只是现在,即使我做得了一手好菜,却也再也没有当时那么单纯的感情了。
也许这就叫做,我们都长大了。
这个星期有新项目,估计又是吐血加班没完没了。下周估计也一样,nnd. 但是聊到关于工作,关于之后的打算,总有点力不从心的感觉。
问题就是,到底想要什么achievement?我到底喜不喜欢,适合不适合现在的工作呢?NND...想得我头都大了 3/3/2009 The same songWith the same song, I deleted all. All the contacts, all the memories.
Hard to tell what I was thinking about. It is like I got the amnesia, but I feel it will be good for me.
I keep on telling myself, I need to be back to myself. Everything was back to 3 years ago, the day I went to Stockholm. Although I had no idea about this “strange” country, I was so happy and faithful.
Happily doing the renovation for my apartment, suddenly I found I am so lucky. I do have a perfect family with perfect parents. Thanks for all the love that they gave to me. I think they won’t mind how much I can earn, what kind of guy I will be with. They just want to see I have a peaceful and happy life. No matter if I am far away or not.
Thanks for all the support that I got all the way.
I will still be the Jing, the fabulous Jing, and the unique Jing. |
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